Tuesday, July 7, 2026

missed the last couple days of entries o-o

i have been suuuper sick over the last day. i dont know what happened but my stomach has been sending me to actual hell. its been nonstop diarrhea for like 24 hours. i just fully emptied my system and ate for the first time since, i really hope it comes out normal. if not, ill have to get checked out. but it was bad enough that i couldnt work today.

what im really scared of is if it could be this new parasitic outbreak that is causing diarrhea that is happening. tbh, it would make sense. its the most concentrated in NY/NJ right now. :/

so not doing great right now. i have █████ ███ ████ █ ████ ██████ and it actually has been a nice return to form. █ ██████ ███ ██████ ██ ██ ███████ ████ █████ █████ ███ ████ ███ █ ████ █████ ███ ████ ██ ███ ██████ █ ████ ███████ ████ ███████ ██ ██ ████ █ ████ ██ ██ ██████ ███ ████ ███ ███ ███████ ████ ████ █████ ██ ████ ██████ ██ ████ ████ ███ ███ ██ █████████

i started a new savings goal of $███████ to eventually ██ ████ ██ ███ █ █████ ███ █████. what im going to do is have $█████ █████ █████ ██ ████ ██ and then im also not going to let my checking account go above $█████ at the end of every month.

part of this was getting ██ ███ ██ ████████ ██ ███████████ ██ over which is currently underway. the value of that is ███.

oh also, shoutout to the building in manhattan thats literally about to fucking collapse lmao

onward and upward